Well..

My life has fallen to pieces. I've lost my best friend. She's completely gone. I messed up, and I apologized. It wasn't even that big of a mistake. She can't get over it, and thinks I'm a "bitch she can't stand" and I need to "grow up and get the bigger picture". Oh and "all i care about is me". She didn't even have to courtesy to suck it up enough to wish me a happy birthday. It happened two weeks ago, and I had asked her if it would be okay if I didn't go hang out with her. Know what she said? Okay. I asked her at least 3 times! Every time she said okay, if she had said no once I would have just gone to hang out with her.

And the thing is I lost her over nothing, the guy I hung out with that night is in love with my other best friend who may or may not like him back. This friend is my other beeest friend. I can't even talk to her about what's going on....

Yeah fuck my life.
One day at a time. :/

Have a Good Night She Said..

As she walked out the door
Don't leave your friends behind this time
Like you have done before

I’m tired of the games
You play
You’re leading me on
This is the last time
I’ll fall (faaall)

For
you

Twilight Effect-Intruder Alert
I like this song. :)

Currently: I'm just me. Life is just life. Nothing is how I'd like it to be, but maybe its how it has to be. Everything feels Gray. Maybe I need some down time. I think I'm throwing around "maybe" too much. But it fits...hence the Grey. Sleep Is A Godsend. I hope IT isn't coming for me soon, I was doing so well.

-Me?

OH SHIZ

I went one day without posting. XD
That's only because I ended up going to Julia's last night. Though that was kinda pointless. I did enjoy the Degrassi marathon though. :)
Shit is slightly hitting the fan....but details are unnecessary. I'll let you know if it works out.
Ultra fun family cookout tomorrow, hope nothing awful happens. Hahaha. My car was stolen, by my brother today and will be again on Monday. Woo! Good thing most of my homies have cars.
Later hoes,
Katie ;)

Dramatic Sigh

Today was lame.




I love Hollywood Undead.<3





EDIT: It got better. :)
Then worse. Haha I'll focus on the better.

Happy Mole Day? Nahh

As you can tell I have no life. That's why I'm able to write in a blog everyday. XD But that's okay with me. Today I woke up sick yet again. Maybe children secretly enjoy making you sick...just kidding. So I decided to read instead, but it was a book I'd read before. I remember it being a really cute story and I cried at the end. But you know how when you read something a second time its different. Well its like that, only kinda.
After I read I hit up the comp of course. Its like my life. Just as I was beginning a new adventure on Sims 2, my dear friend Susan called and made me slave to bring her Wendy's. I didn't mind getting out of the house though. Then I was going to chill with Tay since I hadn't seen her since I got back but things came up. Julia came over instead and we ate dinner with the fam then hit up The Cold Stone...and Handel's for my mom. And we chitchatted and I told her my men incidents that have happened in the past few days.(She actually knows one. Small World.) Then she told me stuff, but not a lot. She's a listener, or at least she claims not to mind listening to my babble. Hahaha.
Oh, reason behind the title: I wore my Mole Day Eve shirt out and about today. Hahaha. Julia was lovin it and Brian(my brother) was like wtf? Shows them whose only going to wear it one time. :P Anyway I'm drinking a butt load of liquids and tryin to do a lot of that sleeping thing to get better, hopefully it works so I can run free. Haha. And also party it up with Cassandra soon.
....wonder if my mom would read this...
Later hoes,
Katie ;)

The day of today...

Soooo today was an adventure. I woke up feeling like shit yet again. But that just happens. Then I went through the trouble of fixing my hair to meet some kid Cassandra found. I was kinda excited. However, I'm not good with guys at all. I get so shy. xD
Anyway, this kid was like uh...fucked up. Apparently he recently got a girl pregnant, he had been to rehab,(Amy Whinehouse hahaha) and he was going to boot camp in 4 months. So yeah not exactly a good choice. I can totally look past people's faults but it just seemed like a little too much....drama. Oh well. There are plenty of fish in the sea. ;) And some are on my possible/hopeful list.
When I got home I was just in one of those moods, and was being a jerk to my mom. But then I just went on my own and felt better. But I have an ultra wicked headache. Bout to go take some druuuugs! Then I have the pleasure of picking up my brother, sister-in-law, and niece from the airport in "Town-Of-Scary-People" though I'm not really scared. This week is gonna suuck. They will be annoying. Always a fight, there will be. I can sense it in my bones. Oh well. Time to get squeaky clean, and get all this hair spray shiz out.
Later Hoes,
Katie ;)

UNO, UN, ICHI, ENIS and ONE (Oh the vowels.)

:D Hmm okay so b-log number 1.
Well my good friend Susan has turned me on...to this site! I think it'll be nice. So currently I'm stuck at home all day waiting for my luggage to be delivered. Which sucks in general, but is maybe a blessing in disguise. I very nice young man I have/had a crush on asked for my number! :)
I've just returned from Kansas and the plane ride home was a pain in my ass. First it was delayed and then they lost my shiz. Not cool. Kansas also sucked a lot. My brother and sister-in-law have a devil dog. The dog ate my book and peed and pooped everywhere! It was dreadful. I went out there to see my niece and she's ultra cute. However, she's learned to hit and scream which was not cute. Kansas is by far the most boring state. Three weeks is too long there. I can't imagine living there. Well the three of them are coming in on Tuesday. Not looking forward to that. I just got my house to myself again. Also there will probably be a few rumbles. I'm not trying to be a mediator. Oh well.
I'm looooooving spell check. :)
Luggage man come soon!!....I hear a truck! Freakin school bus.
I suppose that's all for now!
Later Hoes,
Katie ;)