Well..

My life has fallen to pieces. I've lost my best friend. She's completely gone. I messed up, and I apologized. It wasn't even that big of a mistake. She can't get over it, and thinks I'm a "bitch she can't stand" and I need to "grow up and get the bigger picture". Oh and "all i care about is me". She didn't even have to courtesy to suck it up enough to wish me a happy birthday. It happened two weeks ago, and I had asked her if it would be okay if I didn't go hang out with her. Know what she said? Okay. I asked her at least 3 times! Every time she said okay, if she had said no once I would have just gone to hang out with her.

And the thing is I lost her over nothing, the guy I hung out with that night is in love with my other best friend who may or may not like him back. This friend is my other beeest friend. I can't even talk to her about what's going on....

Yeah fuck my life.
One day at a time. :/