Fighting...

..is never fun. But neither is keeping everything inside.
I have every right to be upset and I know it. But you're mad at me, so I'll say sorry, though it isn't my fault.
You simply misunderstood what I was saying and got pissed off. Making you mad kills me so I'll put aside whatever I have to, as long as you promise you're happy. Which everyone will tell me is stupid of me and I know it. But I don't care, I'll sacrifice my everything for you.




Would you do the same for me?
doubt it.


-Katherine Anne

:D

'Cause every time we touch, I get this feeling.
And every time we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.


I love this song. :) Noah got his phone back so I'm a happy camper. Fighting with the friends is never good but it happens. We'll get passed it. I signed up for tanning. I'm so stoked. Stoked for prom and graduation and being free of everything. :)
That's all.


-Katherine Anne

like a week

Has gone by since my world went to pieces. But I know it will all be okay. I'll get through this and life will be grand. I need to get my car fixed but I'm not entirely sure how much more I'm going to need. I got to see Noah yesterday. Its as simple as this: I love him. :) I hate that he tickles me and does ridiculous voices. But those things do make me smile, he's always right about that. He makes me laugh and smile all the time. I can't wait till I can see him again, like officially. I want to spend forever with him. I got to nap in his arms while I was over there and I just love being able to do that. I'm geekin so hard while I'm typing this. :D 
I'm working on getting a second job this week. I'm looking at Taco Bell because they are a pretty much guarantee hire. I just hope they are alright with my only being able to work weekends.
Well later!


-Katherine Anne

Thank God For:

Calyx and Julia
Calyx's Mommy and Daddy
My Mommy
Taylor
Noah


I don't know where I'd be without you guys.
<3

WOW

Worst day ever. Ruined my car. Not getting another one. I hope I can make it through this.


Got to talk to Noah. I love him.

It's getting harder everyday...

It's hard to be able to sit back and pretend I'm happy and have a boyfriend when I basically don't...:/ As I've stated before how are you suppose to be in a relationship with someone you don't even talk to. Its just complicated. I do love him and I get giggly whenever I think about him. :) But I feel like he's dumped me...even if it isn't by choice. That's just what feels like and I can't shake the feeling. I've tried talking to his step-dad who claims to "understand" and be "sorry", but that's a load of BULLSHIT. I don't want to break up with him but I think we're getting to that stage...I will try my best to make it a month...but that's all I can do. Then we can be on a break till he gets his shit together. I'll be here when he gets it right but until then   I need to be free. I don't have some other dude lined up but if someone came around I want to be free. End of story. I'd be nice if I could get this across to him but I really don't think Chuck gives him my messages, cuz like everyone else he's being an asshole. GRRRRRRR.
FML.


-Katherine Anne

Giggle Bot

Today I've laughed a lot. I felt super cute in my teacher's outfit. Speaking of clothes......Alright just did my laundry. Where was I? Oh yeah I felt cute today. :) In English today we planned our camping trip for after graduation. I'm so excited!! Its gonna be a total blast. There is a lot of planning involved and money. Money is a big deal lately. Prom is coming up and that is gonna cost bank. I still have to sign up for tanning, buy shoes and accessories, and pay for hair and nails. My mom is thankfully covering the tickets and Noah's step dad is going to get his tux. I need to make a prom list and time line. I love organization. :) Also a possible trip to Kansas this summer, only for like a week though.  That ticket is about $400-500. So I basically need to work as much as possible to start saving up for all this crap. That means no more frivolous shopping. No eating out at all. I need to stay focused on my goal. Oh then I have to get alterations done. Even more money. But I can do this. Okay. Bye.


-Katherine Anne