Well Well Well

Today it is nice outside. I love being able to wear basket ball shorts. :)
I miss Noah, but what else is new. I feel like he's slowly falling off the face of my Earth. Because the way things are now with not being able to talk to him at all, it feels like we've broken up. You know how it is when you end it with someone and you just completely stop talking to them. That's what this feels like. I really don't think people comprehend. I'm basically living the single life. Like this is what life would be like if he broke up with me. I don't know, I don't want it to feel like this...but it does. There's nothing that can be done about it. I just have to wait, and wait, and wait. Wait, until his grades go up or until he's step father realizes he's being stupid. I will put up with this until report cards (April 16th)....but I think after that I have to be done. I can't wait around forever, for someone who I don't even get to speak to, ya know? It would feel like a waste of my time. I feel like a mega bitch for saying this, but its just how I feel!! HOW CAN YOU DATE SOMEONE YOU CAN'T TALK TO!? That isn't how life works.


-Katherine Anne

Dying My Hair, or Just Dying

Life is sucking in a major way. Still no contact with the boyfriend. Best friend is too busy to be my best friend right now, but please leave a message after the beep. :/ I'm better off being alone forever, honestly. And when I talk to her about anything related to Noah she only makes it worse. She caused issues on both our first and second month anniversaries. Maybe that's my fault for only going to her with issues but she is always there for me. Well she use to be. I'm not sure what to do anymore...I don't like having to face my problems alone because I know exactly how that'll end up, but it seems trying to have someone help me makes things bad too. (Not as bad as they could be but still pretty damn bad.)


I feel like all I'm doing lately is wasting time...and I HATE wasting my time with a passion!!!!!
:( :(


-Kat

It's been awhile

Lion King 2 Simba's Pride = love
It's so romantic. That sounds pathetic considering its about two lions. I guess I'm looking at a lot of stuff thinking its really romantic. I miss my Noah. He actually got grounded this Monday. Now its Thursday and I haven't talked to him. Its killing me. I was extremely sick yesterday...barfing everywhere and I just wanted my baby to make me feel better :/ But I'm not allowed to talk to him because he got bad grades. I'm confused as to why I need to be punished too. For a little while I thought it would be a good thing if he got grounded so that I could focus on school too but my mind is spent on him even more the usual.(Still not sure how that's possible) I love him so much. I feel like we do have something real. He means everything to me. I really don't need any other man to ever be in my life. I'm afraid that he'll be doing fine without me for these 3weeks-month, and when we finally get to be together again he'll leave me...I know he loves me, I just can't help but be paranoid. All good things must come to an end. Right?


BTW. I love walking around with out pants. I hate my dog for being a whiny bitch. I love the idea of VHS but they are such a pain to rewind. I feel like i could write on this blog forever and ever. :P My mom is forcing me to go to Longwood though I've decided that TCC is a better and smarter choice. So I'm pretty ticked at that. I get to start birth control after I have my next period. That should be a joy to have to remember. I haven't eaten in at least 36 hours...well I tried to eat some pretzels but they are floating in our sewage system right now. So I'm pretty much afraid to eat anything but I am hungry. At least being sick got me out of work and school for two days. I'm thinking about watching Titanic or Winnie the Pooh. Can't decide which. I need to dye my hair again. It looks brown so I disapprove. We finally got a Wii and a Wii Fit. Its so awesome. :) If I didn't feel like shit I'd be playing it right now. So I suppose I'm done rambling. I'll try to keep you posted on my life. :P


-Kat

Greetings the 16th of February

I HATE YOU!
Yes...today is THE day. Baby's gonna get his report card. Grr.
I'm going to miss him so much!!! :/ 
We can get through this though. I know it.


Okay...school. Bye.
-Kat


EDIT: He actually didn't. I got to spend the weekend of the 20th with him too. So lucky. :)

Happy Valentine's Day

Haven't posted in awhile, I've been busy. A lot of stuff has happened. Baby didn't get his report card so I got to see him this weekend. But not on our anniversary. I'm going to spend all of today with him. :) We're gonna hang out and then get sushi. I have a super cute outfit! I'm currently getting ready. I dyed my hair this like reddish color and I think I like it...its just I was rushed so its not perfect. I got it on the bathroom wall again my step dad is gonna be angry. Oh well. And currently I'm coughing up mucus left and right....which is never good. Its actually extremely gross, its all Noah's fault. :P Okay, Ima finish getting ready. Later!!
Hope your day is all you want it to be. <3


-Kat

GOOOD MORNING

:) I woke up in a good mood today. I'm not sure why exactly but I'm glad. I hope this weekend goes over well. Its my first Valentine's with a Valentine. :D Its exciting. Mmm sushi!

School is so lame, but I got some sweet pens that I get to use today. Yay for pens! :)

Okay, shoes and socks on! Peace Suckahs. :P

-Katie

First Fight

Yep. Not fist fight of course. Noah and I fought, he was being a jerk but so was I.

I'm extremely lucky he forgave me. I really do love this boy. :) I didn't get like any sleep Saturday night but I'm stoked I slept well last night. Ima need a nap before work though.

I hate school, I didn't want to miss any more days but I don't want to go either. I want the summer to come, or spring break. Well I'd love for some warm weather....holy crap! did Katie just say she wants warm weather, what is the world coming to? :P

Anyway gotta finish getting ready for school. B-T-W fight went over smoothly...we're all good in the hood. <3

-Katie

Back to school, back to school

Another exam today, another tomorrow, then it'll be the weekend. I WILL be seeing my baby this weekend. End of story. I'm not playing the trapped in the house game anymore.(Haha trapped in a closet XD)

Random: But I think I currently smell unusual. Not smelly, just not like Katie. :P

Anyway gotta eat some breakfast. Aren't I updating better!? :)

-Katie

Didn't work

....of course I talked to them. I love them.

side ways face.

So guess who got some Internet in her room....me! :) This is awesome, I'll probably be able to blog more now, and I'll never go downstairs to be with my family again. Hell, I might never even see my friends again. :P Not that anyone is being super friendly lately. Cassandra is hatin on my texting sills but a lot of the time I just don't feel like texting. My best friend and man are trapped together for this whole freakin weekend and I'm stuck at my house, try to tell me that isn't some bullshit. Neither of them are doing very well at texting me back either. Don't get me wrong I know nothing is going on but its not fair and its annoying. Its whatever, today I'm trying to ignore them both. Give me the strength to.

-Kat