Well Well Well

Today it is nice outside. I love being able to wear basket ball shorts. :)
I miss Noah, but what else is new. I feel like he's slowly falling off the face of my Earth. Because the way things are now with not being able to talk to him at all, it feels like we've broken up. You know how it is when you end it with someone and you just completely stop talking to them. That's what this feels like. I really don't think people comprehend. I'm basically living the single life. Like this is what life would be like if he broke up with me. I don't know, I don't want it to feel like this...but it does. There's nothing that can be done about it. I just have to wait, and wait, and wait. Wait, until his grades go up or until he's step father realizes he's being stupid. I will put up with this until report cards (April 16th)....but I think after that I have to be done. I can't wait around forever, for someone who I don't even get to speak to, ya know? It would feel like a waste of my time. I feel like a mega bitch for saying this, but its just how I feel!! HOW CAN YOU DATE SOMEONE YOU CAN'T TALK TO!? That isn't how life works.


-Katherine Anne