It's been awhile

Lion King 2 Simba's Pride = love
It's so romantic. That sounds pathetic considering its about two lions. I guess I'm looking at a lot of stuff thinking its really romantic. I miss my Noah. He actually got grounded this Monday. Now its Thursday and I haven't talked to him. Its killing me. I was extremely sick yesterday...barfing everywhere and I just wanted my baby to make me feel better :/ But I'm not allowed to talk to him because he got bad grades. I'm confused as to why I need to be punished too. For a little while I thought it would be a good thing if he got grounded so that I could focus on school too but my mind is spent on him even more the usual.(Still not sure how that's possible) I love him so much. I feel like we do have something real. He means everything to me. I really don't need any other man to ever be in my life. I'm afraid that he'll be doing fine without me for these 3weeks-month, and when we finally get to be together again he'll leave me...I know he loves me, I just can't help but be paranoid. All good things must come to an end. Right?


BTW. I love walking around with out pants. I hate my dog for being a whiny bitch. I love the idea of VHS but they are such a pain to rewind. I feel like i could write on this blog forever and ever. :P My mom is forcing me to go to Longwood though I've decided that TCC is a better and smarter choice. So I'm pretty ticked at that. I get to start birth control after I have my next period. That should be a joy to have to remember. I haven't eaten in at least 36 hours...well I tried to eat some pretzels but they are floating in our sewage system right now. So I'm pretty much afraid to eat anything but I am hungry. At least being sick got me out of work and school for two days. I'm thinking about watching Titanic or Winnie the Pooh. Can't decide which. I need to dye my hair again. It looks brown so I disapprove. We finally got a Wii and a Wii Fit. Its so awesome. :) If I didn't feel like shit I'd be playing it right now. So I suppose I'm done rambling. I'll try to keep you posted on my life. :P


-Kat